What are they giving me???

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• On May 15, 2008 bonniethesurvivor said:
  

  At firt glance this seems to be a reasonable idea, but reading your series of blogs, I have to wonder. You are in so much pain, and so filled with shock and depression, I am concerned about what you will conclude when you "discover" the story of your unmedicated situation.

  
  

  My heart is so torn for your suffering.  I too have experienced extreme suffering, and know what it is like to feel life is not worth it.  All I can say is, please consider that at some point in the future you may feel differently.  You are still in a state of shock/disbelief and and grief.  Your "friends" have left you (not unusual in these situations), and your life is radically different.  

  
  

  But there may be ways to get that pain under control in time, to adapt to your hearing loss, and actually experience some level of happiness in life again.  Can you find a way to believe that might happen?

  
  

  Your photo shows a young man in the prime of life, attractive, who probably never imagined the adversity you are now facing.  Who knows why we are given these hurdles??  I believe, these challenges, if met, make us stronger the same way working on your physical body made you physically stronger.

  
  

  Please please hold on.  Hold on to hope.  Hold on to life.  Hold on to the faith that the future may hold a path for you that is not so terrible.  No, let me rephrase that; that the future will hold a path that you are able to see is not so terrible.

  
  

  You are so young, if you can meet this challenge you could have many years of life to accomplish many superior goals.  Just the story of your victory over these odds, shared with others, would be a wonderful goal.  And there are many others.

  
  

  So I pray you can hold on, grit your teeth as you have been doing, and continue to share with us the story of what you are going through.  Many here care, I know.  The doctors may be insensitive, surely.  Friends may be lost/or temporarily scared away.  But you and your soul live on, and are too precious to lose.

  
  

  Stay strong, my friend, I stand by your side.  Bonnie

  
  
• On May 15, 2008 bonniethesurvivor said:
  

  P.S.  You have said earlier, in several blogs, that you would not treat your cat like this, you would "put your cat down." Please remember, you are not a cat.  You are so so much more. . .

  
  
• On May 15, 2008 Daniel502 said:
  

  I know what you mean about the cocktail. I feel like that when I have to take my injection along with about 5 pills. Feel better soon, you got a lot going for you.

  
  
• On May 15, 2008 adam1472 said:
  

  I hear you! Everytime I have seen a doctor they feed me pills that hide or give a short term answer! I just wrote a blog about our healthcare crisis. Like i said if it was our president with our situation I bet there would be a magical cure for whatever he had! People with and without problems need to speak up! It is hard to have so many personal problems and try to make a effort to change the way our country and healthcare providers treat us. It sucks when the rich controll everything from laws,media, and health care! They don't want us to get better, then they could not make money of pills and treatments. Somthing needs to change! We need to stop taking it and take a stand somehow!

  
  
• On May 15, 2008 nanal said:
  

  hi....we haven't met but i've been very torn by the description of your deep pain and depression. Bonnie has the very best advicevfor you....just hang on.....life changes....as you very well know !There is another side to all this ......you must try to reach it. There's no question that you're young.....attractive....strong looking......but all these things are so temporary.....we don't think about it when we're young....but they are ! Life is going to have something completely wonderful and surprising for you......if you can just get over to the other side........to make it over.....patience.....prayer.....hope.....and love.....they'll all get you there. Please hang on......it WILL change, Peace and love Norma

  
  
• On May 15, 2008 Kimberly01 said:
  

  I feel for you being young & coming up against new struggles.  With technology these days, everything good is possible.  Question the doctors with an open mind. You'll find your way.  Bless you....Kim

  
  
• On May 16, 2008 Debbie said:
  

  hey there, i was away for awhile and i just read your other posts. bro, you need to talk to someone. have your family or someone get you to a professional now to help you though this. and keep searching till you find someone you like.

  
  

  i did think you were funny though when you said your hobbies were counting ceiling tiles.. lol

  
  

  i will pm you right now. xoxo :)